I can not even begin to describe and explain how excited I am for Christmas this year. It is the first time that the Joy of Christmas has sunk in and it truly is about my family, and for the first time I have a little family of my own to celebrate with. This will be as memorable to me as the day she was born, which by the way still feels like yesterday. Time just goes by so quickly, it stuns me everytime I see her pictures from the hospital. And the time is only going to go more quickly, I just wish I could slow time down so that I could take it all in, how special she is, how blessed I am, and how amazing the whole experience is. I did not get to bring the little one home tonight, she had a sleep over at her Granny's due to bad weather and me having to be to work earlier than usual. I find myself, pausing with tears in my eyes because I miss her so much and I hate being away from her for one second. It just kills me that I am missing pieces of her precious life. She is the most amazing accomplishment in my life, I did not know it but she was my wish come true, my blessing in disguise, my own personal miracle. I am so excited for Christmas this year for I already have my perfect present, my own family. She is going to have the greatest first Christmas anyone can ever imagine. She is so dearly loved by all in her life.
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